What if… having this quiet life, where you’re not out in public dealing with strangers all the time, virtual or in real life, is how you prefer to be? What if… you never really enjoyed being “out there” on a stage, and now that you have the choice not to be, you remember that and wonder if you can make that happen?
On another note, I keep looking for something I can’t seem to find. Then I just throw up my hands and retreat. Right now, I’m not having much of an urge to get out there and keep looking. All the options don’t seem like good ones.
Everything in my life seems about waiting for the right time, the right thing. I always know it when I see it. But all this waiting … ugh…
Odilonvert 