Maundering

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It’s late.

I’m thinking about a song called “Maundering” by Bonnie Prince Billy (Will Oldham).

The last few days have felt like years. My emotions have been so fragile, triggered up and down at the slightest perception, noise, light. I’m on a roll, then I’m rolling.

Sometimes it feels like a great urgency I can’t catch up to, trying to run up an escalator going down.

All changes, all passes.

Rest. Let it go. It’ll be different again soon.

Every Thursday