There was no love in this.
Palpable and potential
surrounding and suffocating me
and I, cast into the center of it,
like fresh bait.
Pushed again into a situation of pressure
everything that the stronger forces on the weak
I cried bitterly
but in the end I obeyed
for I wanted to live to see you again
to show you where you had led me to
and my soul felt empty
and my body became a ghost.